#258. Jesus > Drugs

 

Photo by Free Spirit Photography by Kenya 

My name is Jordan Wilson and I am ten years clean and sober. I was raised in a good Christian household and I sprinted from a relationship with the Lord when I was about 18. I wanted to drink and party. Well that lifestyle took over and I quickly became addicted to pain killers. My life spiraled. I was in and out of jail and rehab until I finally surrendered my life to Christ on March 27th of 2016 and that’s my sobriety date. I kept my beginning short because I feel as if we spend too much time talking about the bad part of our stories and not enough time talking about the good part. 

The day that I gave my life to Jesus my life really began. I went to drug rehab for my seventh time but I knew it would be different because I knew I had changed! I thrived at that rehab and eventually graduated. I started working for them and started sharing my testimony. When I was one year sober I attended a revival and a preacher who had never seen me called me out of a crowd and told me God wanted me to write a book-my story. He said it would help a lot of people. Well I knew that was something I would eventually do to get obedient to God. I did that a few years later. I eventually got married, had a couple beauty children and then got my dream job where I now serve as the executive director of a Christ centered drug rehab called friends of sinners. We published my book in 2021 and it’s called “Jesus > Drugs.” My book is now in every single jail and prison in the United States, Canada, Australia, Ireland, Wales, and Mexico. My second book is called “How to save a drug addict.” I now travel in and outside of the United States sharing my Jesus story! I now live a life I never could have imagined and it’s all because I was rescued by Jesus Christ. 

#257. When Doctors Pray and Patients Sing

Artist: James D. “Skip” Werline

I recently visited the Ephraim McDowell House in Danville, Kentucky for a tour

with a friend. We both have an interest in Kentucky history and a heart for supporting

hospitals. I felt inspired to step into the story of what life was like in the 1800’s. We

learned the story of a pioneering doctor who included prayer with his practice and on

Christmas morning in 1809 performed the first successful surgery to remove an ovarian

tumor. And this wasn’t just any tumor. It was a 22.5-pound tumor.

My friend and I stood there in the room where the surgery took place, with its

rustic wood floors, simple white walls, and no frills collection of surgical instruments.

Kentucky was less than 20 years old at the time, doctors didn’t wear white coats and

anesthesia wasn’t even invented yet. I began thinking of the patient, Mrs. Jane Todd

Crawford. She was 45-years old, married with four children and living in a log cabin in

Green County. When she first noticed something in her body, she thought it was a baby

bump. As it grew and grew, she thought she was pregnant with twins. Her whole world

must have turned upside down when nine months passed and she discovered she

wasn’t pregnant, but was facing a diagnosis that no one had ever survived before.

Mrs. Crawford took a daunting 60-mile journey on horseback by herself through

severe winter weather and great suffering to have surgery at Dr. Ephraim McDowell’s

home. As the story goes, when the time of surgery came, she sang. The first survivor of

an ovarian tumor sang hymns to God. And the first doctor to ever perform a successful

surgery to remove an ovarian tumor prayed, asking God for guidance.

Dr. Ephraim McDowell went on to help other women overcome. And Mrs. Jane

Todd Crawford returned to her family as a survivor for other survivors. Standing in the

room where that surgery took place, I said to my friend, “I wonder what that moment

was like… when the family saw their mother come home.”

Mrs. Crawford lived until she was 78 years old, outliving even Dr. McDowell. I

wonder too what their relationship was like… both trusting in God and one another for

a miracle… walking through the experience from suffering to a joyful victory together.

After the tour, my friend and I walked across the street to the gift shop at

Constitution Square and found a copy of Dr. McDowell’s prayer, a take-home treasure.

Dr. Ephraim McDowell’s Prayer:

“Almighty God, be with me, I humbly beseech (ask) Thee in this attendance in Thy holy

hour; give me becoming awe (an awareness) of Thy presence (that You are with me),

and grant me Thy direction (of Your sight) and aid (wisdom). I beseech (ask) Thee, that

in confessing (my need) I may be humble and truly penitent (contrite) in prayer, serious

(genuine) and devout in praises, grateful and sincere, and in hearing Thy word (what

You say) attentive and willing and desirous to be instructed. Direct me, Oh! God, in

performing this operation, for I am but an instrument in Thy hands, and am but Thy

servant, and if it is Thy will, Oh! Spare this poor afflicted woman. Oh! Give me true faith

in the atonement of Thy Son, Jesus Christ, or a love sufficient to procure Thy favor and

blessing, that worshiping Thee in spirit and in truth my services may be accepted

through His all-sufficient merit. Amen.” December 25, 1809.

#256. The Whisper That Saved My Future Wife

There are moments in life that forever divide time into before and after. For me, one of those moments came just a few weeks before September 11, 2001.

At the time, I had no idea what was about to happen. I only knew that God had impressed something upon my heart with an urgency unlike anything I had experienced before. It wasn’t symbolic. It wasn’t vague. It was startlingly specific.

“There’s something not quite right with Barb’s flight from Washington Dulles to Los Angeles. Change the date.”

There was no explanation. Only certainty.

To understand why I trusted that prompting so completely, I need to go back a little.

In January of 2000, my wife Gloria passed away after an almost two-year battle with breast cancer. Losing her shattered my world. Like anyone who has lost the love of their life, I wasn’t looking for another relationship. I was simply trying to survive my grief and somehow make sense of a life that no longer resembled the one I had known.

Then something happened that I never could have anticipated. Out of nowhere, I received an email from my very first high school sweetheart, Barbara. We hadn’t seen or spoken to one another in thirty-six years. Even more remarkable, only a couple of weeks before her email arrived, I had found myself wondering whatever had become of her after she had mysteriously disappeared from my life all those years ago. Now, suddenly, there she was. She had found me online and simply wanted to say hello.

One conversation became another. Phone calls grew longer. Laughter slowly began replacing grief. Looking back now, I can’t help but believe that God had already begun weaving together a story neither of us could yet see.

Eventually, I invited Barbara to visit me at my home in Los Angeles. She booked a flight from Washington Dulles International Airport. Everything seemed perfectly ordinary.

Until the whisper came. It wasn’t an audible voice. It was something much quieter—a gentle inner prompting that, over the years, I had come to recognize as one of the ways God communicates with me. Again came the message: “There’s something not quite right with Barb’s flight. Change the date.” I didn’t understand why. I only knew I couldn’t ignore it.

I immediately picked up the phone.

“Barb,” I said, “I need you to change your flight.”

She laughed. “Why?”

“I don’t know.”

“Did something happen?”

“No.”

“Are you getting cold feet?”

“No. I just know something isn’t right.”

She kept asking for an explanation. I couldn’t give her one because I didn’t have one. All I could say was, “Please trust me.” Reluctantly, she agreed. She changed her reservation to three days later.

Then came September 11. Like millions of people around the world, I sat in disbelief as the unimaginable unfolded on television. Only afterward did we realize what that one phone call had prevented.

Barbara’s original reservation had been on American Airlines Flight 77—the aircraft hijacked after departing Washington Dulles before crashing into the Pentagon. Had she remained on that flight, she almost certainly would not have survived. Instead, she arrived safely in Los Angeles three days later.

Barbara and I eventually married and shared twenty wonderful years together until the Lord called her home in September 2021.

People often ask me whether I can explain what happened. The honest answer is, I can’t. I don’t understand the mechanics of divine guidance. I only know what I experienced.

Looking back, I wasn’t surprised that God’s guidance had been so clear. By then, I had spent decades learning to recognize that gentle whisper whenever it came. That relationship with God didn’t begin in 2001. It began when I was three years old.

As a little boy growing up in Erie, Pennsylvania, I became aware of a quiet inner guidance that seemed to know things I didn’t. At the time, I simply accepted it as normal. Only years later did I come to understand that what I was experiencing was one of the ways God had been faithfully leading me from the very beginning of my life.

Sometimes His guidance encouraged me to move forward. Sometimes it warned me to stop. Sometimes it gently redirected my path. And on that September morning, I believe it saved the life of the woman I would one day marry.

Many years later, during a season of prayer and reflection, I felt God impress upon me the phrase The Invisible Architect. In that moment, I finally had words for the unseen Presence that had faithfully accompanied me since childhood. That experience eventually inspired me to write The Invisible Architect: How to Design Your Perfect Life from Within. The book didn’t create my relationship with God. It simply gave me a way to describe a relationship that had already been unfolding for a lifetime.

I’ve learned not to expect God to speak the same way to everyone. Sometimes He speaks through Scripture. Sometimes through prayer. Sometimes through other people. And sometimes, He speaks through a gentle whisper that quietly settles into the heart with unmistakable clarity.

I’m not asking anyone to believe my story simply because I tell it. I can only share what happened. For me, it became undeniable evidence that God is still present, still guiding, still protecting, and still speaking to those willing to listen.

Sometimes we expect God to announce Himself through thunder, or through dramatic signs and wonders. My experience has often been different. More often than not, He whispers. And every now and then, listening changes everything.

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